Seperation

It’s pretty hard to descripe this kind of feeling which coming from sort of seperation of my brother who has been fighting for the further and suffering the pain in our arse with me here. I enjoy the way we used to, actually , it is the feeling that we rely on each other.

Now it is blue in my spirit for this pattern of seperation even it is not a real seperation. Have I done anything hurt his feeling or…? If so I would like to say sorry to him and hope he can tell me what I have done~

Anyway, this day is supposed to come one day but it did come much earlier than what I expected. I am sincerely hoping what has been changed is only the way we bite and sup.

Brother, please be nice to yourself~